Finding Grace in the Weeds
You aren’t lost just because you’ve left the pews.
Maybe you spent years trying to fit into a system that eventually ran out of room for your questions, your grief, or your reality. If you’ve ever felt like you had to choose between your integrity and your community, this space is for you.
I’m Amanda. I went to seminary to be a pastor, but life—and a messy divorce—taught me that grace is often found outside the theological lines I was taught to stay within.
Here, we are clearing out the religious clutter to cultivate a spirituality that actually breathes.
What’s waiting for you in the Garden:
When you join this community, you get a map for your reconstruction:
Tuesday Deep Dives: Weekly articles exploring how to find the real Jesus amidst the wreckage of toxic religion and social injustice.
The Saturday Blessing: A short, sharable, restorative word delivered to your inbox to help you exhale before the weekend.
Tend your soul in The Greenhouse
For those ready to move from “breaking down” to “building up,” our Paid Membership offers a private space for growth:
The Friday Greenhouse: Every week, you receive a personal liturgy and five journal prompts designed to help you process your own journey.
The 30-Day Field Guide: Upon joining, you get my digital journal—a “gift to my former self” that serves as your companion for the first month of reconstruction.
The Monthly PDF: A cohesive, beautiful workbook of all our monthly materials so you can track your growth over time.
Your growth isn’t a problem to be solved; it’s a garden to be tended. Let’s grow together.
Looking for a place to start?
If you’re in the middle of deconstruction and need a practical toolkit right now, check out The 30-Day Field Guide in my shop. It’s a digital workbook featuring weekly liturgies and 20 journal prompts to help you clear the religious clutter.
Note: This guide is included for free for all Paid Members.
